Dunmer will Die. Yes, that one! Mod list.


Dunmer will Die. Yes, that one! Mod list. Load order is sort of in order. I removed some of the patches for Hunterborn and the extra perk points Ruby Raven will receive (completely unnecessary since I don’t have Skyrim Redone or Ordinator in this load order). Planning on streaming Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday at 7pm EST. My stream will be hosted here: https://www.twitch.tv/cyborgcassowary

Videos for previous streams can be found here: https://www.twitch.tv/cyborgcassowary/videos

The Mod List

Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/266
Legacy of the Dragonborn – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/11802
Campfire – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/667
Sky UI – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/12604

Mortal Enemies – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/4881
The Horror Over Skyrim, Shadow of Oblivion – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/18993
SOT Slower Menus for Unpaused gaming – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/16014
SkyVerse – LEO – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/17977

iNeed – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/645
Cutting Room Floor – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/276
Helgen Reborn – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/5673
Populated Skyrim Hell Edition – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/5017

Phenderix Magic World – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/6551
Thunderchild, Epic Shout Package – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1460
Immersive Armors by hothtrooper44 – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/3479

Elemental Destruction – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/440
WICO – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/2136
The Kids Are Alright – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/9175
Genesis – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/12588

Wintersun, Faiths of Skyrim – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/22506
The Choice Is Yours – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/3850
Bound Shield – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/5740
Diverse Dragons Collection SE – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/695

Scrollwriting in Skyrim – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/28294
Combat Evolved – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1525
Wildcat, Combat of Skyrim – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1368
Ultimate Follower Overhaul – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/10681
Run For Your Lives – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/2272

Hunterborn (with patches) – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/7900
Frostfall – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/671
Cloaks & Capes – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/2019
Respawn, Death Overhaul – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/27546

The Paarthurnax Dilemma – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/365
Not So Fast Mage Guild – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/5686
Apocalypse, Magic of Skyrim – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1090

VioLens SE – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/18731
Ish’s Souls to Perks – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1955
Perk Points To Dragon Souls – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/28583

Moonlight Tales Special Edition – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/2803
Moonlight Tales MCM – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/17363
Moonlight Tales Endurance Of The Wolf Tweak – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/20713

Archery Gameplay Overhaul – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/24296
Realistic Melee Range – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/3378

Dual Wield Parrying SKSE – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/18264
TK Dodge (disabled) – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/15309
Apocalypse, More Apocalypse – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/18578

iHUD – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/12440
AHZ more HUD – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/12688
UI Extensions – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/17561

Customizable Camera – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/12201
D13 Faster Get up Stand up Animations – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/5890
Tavern Games – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1668
NPC’s Run and Walk at your Pace – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/2482

Windhelm Racism – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/14233
Dead NPC Body Cleaner Remover – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/10614

Sands of Time Sleeping Encounters – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/8257
Collect Bear Traps – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/4378

Visible Favorited Gear – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/3903
Deadly Dragons – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/23723
Realistic Ragdoll Force – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1439

Imperious, Races of Skyrim – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/1315
Alternate Start, Live Another Life – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/272

Important to know Game setting changes

Controller set up for Key Bindable Dual Wield Block and 8 hotkeys – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/17650

Skyrim Souls RE – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/21374

Slower Menus for Skyrim Souls RE – https://www.nexusmods.com/skyrimspecialedition/mods/21558

Use Mator Smash in lieu of Wrye Bash to patch my game – https://github.com/matortheeternal/smash

Respawn – Death Overhaul absolutely essential for this run cause I’m tired of quicksaving and loading.

2018 Tracks

 

If Yesterday Was


Let’s pretend that everything is untouched
That everyone you come across is untainted
What would you do differently?
What would you do to her if she allowed you too?

Maybe she wants you too
To get with her
But she would be dissatisfied from the night here after
and she hypothetically would come to me
What would you do? What would you do?

Grab a dagger, grab an axe and throw them right at me
But then you miss and I must ask
If yesterday was two days ago tomorrow
Will the day after tomorrow be today or yesterday?

So maybe she wants you too
To get with her
But she would be dissatisfied from the night here after
and she would come to me
What would you do? What would you do?

Grab a dagger, grab an axe and throw one right at me
But then you miss and you go in for the kill
If yesterday was two days ago tomorrow
Will the day after tomorrow be today or yesterday?

Blood everywhere
You killed my new girlfriend
Who is next is it me?
I would have been perfectly content with living alone
With living alone but…

You grabbed the dagger and the axe chased after me
Like a runaway hen
I can’t escape the Murder
If yesterday was two days ago tomorrow
Will the day after tomorrow be today or yesterday?
Would you regret your decision?
A debt you can never repay

Siege of Power (Cyborg C 242)

Siege of Power

The fusion of Napalm Death’s Siege of Power dark lyrics and Front 242 like Industrial Goth Synths and Drum Beats. Christopher Hitchens samples included going on and on about how North Korea is set up strictly for worship to their leader. A leader who is dead.

Lyrics

Siege of power
In your land
Too many problems
For you to understand
Siege of power
Inside your mind
Outward restrictions
To keep you in line

Siege of power – in your land
Too many problems – for you to understand
A slave of their power – you never question why
Your going to suffer – you’re going to die

Siege of power – inside your mind
Outward restrictions – to keep you in line
You’re a slave of their power – you never questioned why
You were made to suffer – you were born to die

Siege of power
They made you a tool
While others were ruling
You were being ruled

Behind Locked Doors

Behind Locked Doors

 

I’m not afraid to open up to you
My preference is to leave what’s behind locked doors alone.
Cause nothing good comes from breaking into them
Why are you still trying to find a way inside?

What more do you want to know?
What exactly are you thinking you will uncover?
Wherever it is you are trying to expose…
It’s not behind that vault door… don’t go in

You open up that vault door
You found the secrets I was trying to keep from you
Those three vulnerable weaknesses of mine contained in tanks
I, the Lobotomite, will be taking you out permanently

Animadversion

Blue Gender - Marlene

 

I don’t believe anyone will search for the word Animadversion. Even so, there’s a story to be told here. I’ve recently been watching a lot of Anime on KissAnime. I found this show called Blue Gender where the world is a pre-apocalyptic mess where huge mutant insects called the Blue rule the world. In this song, a lover is attempting to reach out one more time to another who constantly criticizes every action the lover does. The only solution or escape seems to be alcohol – which it is obvious that alcohol never is a good solution and the escape is only temporary. But for one last attempt at a happy memory, before the mutant insects come in, they put aside those conflicts and try to create one more happy memory on the roller rink.

Below is an english transcript of the dialogue from the show which inspired this song. What it truly means to feel alive when you could become some predator’s prey.

Yuji: You were in love with Joey, weren’t you?

Marlene: Love?

Yuji: I mean. Otherwise you wouldn’t have…

* cuts to a love scene *

Yuji: I saw you, the other night, Marlene. Just the two of you, Joey and you.

Marlene: So, what about it?

Yuji: Huh?

Marlene: I was only acting the way I felt like acting at the time. I had no special feelings.

Yuji: You can’t… that would mean…!

Marlene: By tomorrow, no, like this, it could be only several seconds, this body could become just a lump of flesh. What is wrong with trying to feel alive with this body?

Yuji: W-well that’s… even so…

Marlene: Don’t think too much about the unnecessary.

With that said, here are the lyrics to Animadversion.

Pick up your blades or skates just as you picked your poison for this eve
Drown your sorrows under the waves of a forgotten sound
Until there’s nothing left there
Until it’s dead quiet and still

Been drinking since the beginning of time
It’s inception was noon today
All Thanks to your morning animadversion

So put on your blades or skates and meet me out in the center of the rink
Smile for this moment I want you to pretend that you’re happy
Until I see there’s nothing left there
Until you’re dead quiet and still

Been drinking since the beginning of time
It’s inception was noon today
All Thanks to your morning animadversion

I’m not looking for love right now
I’m just hoping you can make me feel alive one last time
Before the flood of termites come crawling in
Before they devour what’s around us
Before they destroy me, you, and them

Darling, get your filthy post off my wall
And get your filthy hands onto me

 

Daedric Lord Nocturnal, I Serve Only You

Nocturnal, I serve only you

An instrumental synth track utilizing the new Alchemy features in Mainstage 3. Daedric Lord Nocturnal, I Serve Only You. For I am not a werewolf and I am not a vampire of the night; I’m just a simple thief. I want to thank Nocturnal for her grace and her luck. This song is dedicated to you.